Monday, September 22
hello.
i moved back to wherever i came from.
go figure.
PS. i know. fickle minded woman. NO I AM NOT. i just have a bit of OCD.
DOODLED at 2:01 AM
Wednesday, September 17
cindy kenneth kayan and larry came to eat at sushi tei while i was working just now. as i was walking pass the counter seats, i was thinking who the hell is this tall big guy standing in the way waiting for food on the belt to reach him. alas, it turns out to be mooncake boy kenuf. i turn around, and see the other 3 pigging out on sushi. :)
my mother is going to ITALY in october, on a company trip.
mum: eh vian ah, october 24th ah, i'm going to italy for about 9 days leh.
vivian: .....
mum: ooi, got hear or not? i'm going to italy.
vivian: ...............
mum: must take care of kunkun while i'm gone hor.
T_T
ITALY. the land of pasta and pizza. residing the leaning tower of pisa. rome. tuscany. okay nevermind.
results for semester 1 will be out in a few hours. if i get anything lower than a 3.3 gpa, i will just jump down my room window and die a horrible death. :(
DOODLED at 12:22 AM
Tuesday, September 16
i cut my hair! at chapter 2. nice place. finally said goodbye to all my unruly monstrous hair. and the bloody hair stylist actually convinced me to spend $42 on a sebastian hair masque. WTH. regret is written all over the bottle of hair masque standing on my table right now. look! its mocking me! :(((
money is hard to earn. :(
think i'm getting old. had over an hour of nightwalk rackey walking around SP under the afternoon sun. followed by being on my feet for 4 hours at sushi tei. it isnt much, but my feet is screaming in pain right now.
i used to be able to withstand a whole day's work on HEELS, back when we were working for oriental. sushi tei didnt even ask for court shoes. no make up, no heels. its almost too good to be true.
but i'm still tired. so it must be my age. :(
am sore about losing the hilton job. could have earned a LOT of money and valuable experience from it. :((((((((((
life is hard. when i'm not struggling to score As, i'm struggling to earn money. the hard way.
oh god. why is f&b so tiring? :(
for the sake of chromatic nano, i will survive. it is now my life ambition to own the orange nano within 2 months. i will starve, work like SHIT, and scrimp and save. at least, i hope i will. =X
DOODLED at 12:33 AM
Saturday, September 13
i like volleyball, even though 3 out of 5 times the ball actually flies in a direction i didnt intend it to go.
and so i'm thinking maybe i will rejoin volleyball elective next semester. provided thursday's lessons end early. =X
today has been a tiring and fruitful day. talked to natalie, and i am seriously amazed by her life. and her stories. interesting... and yet she's so modest. a rare gem. :)
today has also further reiterated to me that we should never judge a book by its cover. the slimiest person on earth might be hiding inside a sheep's skin, and we will never know about it until passes by and sheds the skin away. there is a saying in chinese for this. 路遥知马力，日久见人心。
recently, i have been pulled downwards by the sensitive side of me, yet again. always, i find myself lost amidst the mad chase in life. thriving, struggling, fighting to get to the top. on my climb upwards, it is so easy to forget certain things. and when something suddenly reminds me of these things that i have conveniently neglected, i feel like i'm being dragged all the way down the ladder. i miss them. them being those things that i have left behind. its too late to turn back and try to fix things.
and as i look up at the daunting ladder ahead of me, i feel extremely deflated. i have to climb it again, step by step, thriving, struggling, and fighting.
while i'm still at the bottom, though, i think we should all celebrate life. celebrate humanity. celebrate the fact that we're alive, breathing, kicking, and of clear minds. celebrate the fact that we can walk out of the house every morning. celebrate the fact that we can laugh with our friends. celebrate the fact that we have a home to return to everyday. celebrate the fact that theres so much yummy food in the world. celebrate the fact that we're living together on this planet called earth.
music really changes the mood. havent had a good listen to music for a loooonnnggg time. the past few weeks its always been mugging music, just hearing to focus on studying. and so yesterday i picked out a list of songs, and the moment i blasted them into my ears, the colours of the world changed. sort of like the ugly betty season 2 advertisment on channel 5. =X
starting work at sushi tei coming monday, and i seriously hope this time i can continue working when school reopens. the management seems understanding and nice.
money dwindling in my bank account. T_T
ways, i saw ipod nano chromatic series in real life, a few days back. i was actually the first one to walk into istudio at paragorn and who asked to see the chromatic series nanos. they havent even took them out to display yet.
sales assistant: "you should be honoured, you're the first to see the whole row of 8 colours displayed out in front of you."
:D :D :D
if only apple had trade ins. :(
DOODLED at 12:50 AM
Wednesday, September 10
my new love. *melts*
$1 goes to whoever can guess which colour i will pick. :D
dream on vivian. wait another 3 years for generation 2347 to come out before getting this one okay?
DOODLED at 10:28 PM
Sunday, September 7
great. 6 bottles of hoegarden i bought from DFS. and only 2 remains standing in the fridge right now. the guys in my family are alchoholics. :(
happy early birthday to both sockching and candy. yesterday was birthday celebrations day. the clique went over to sockching's house to surprise her in the morning (which i didnt attend because i was still in deep coma). kudos to them, since they didnt even know what was sockching's unit number! lol.
joined them for lunch at dingtaifeng paragorn, and then we sneaked upstairs to surprise justina tok who was working at sushi tei. :)
brough meiyin around to buy her birthday present, which ended up to be a pair of NUM sandals. then dessert at plaza sing.
its always eating, eating, eating and more eating when we're together. *sings* the more we get together, the hungrier we'll be. >.<
left in the evening to join 4e5 at central. candy's 21st! :) our dearest "18岁一朵花" has now turned 21, and can no longer be labeled in the same generation as us. X)dined at coffee club at central, where a shocking 20+ of us turned up.
CANDY vivian minjun zelda xiuxuan jazreel shuyu peiyi elycia veijye thomas xiaochen joseph xinxuan juntang chokkee kevin guowei harold koonming hernyi chiehong justin xiaoqiang jason = 25!
that makes more than half of 4e5. i'm surprised that our class spirit still remains strong after so many years... especially since we werent very well bonded during our schooling years. =X
after dinner, we intended to blindfold candyloh and bring her to the bungy jump. BUT. that ass happened to pick up our planning paper and POOF, there goes our surprise.
ways, we still went ahead with the plan. BUT. as soon as we walked out of central, it started pouring cats and dogs. WTH. so we were drenched, laughing, and... confused. o.0 ended up sitting down at the mrt station to wait out the rain. where we played shoot shag marry, talked, laughed, and seowweiqiang did his HOMEWORK(wth!).
after the rain got smaller, we went back to the bungy jump, and chiehong went up with candy. woooo. it was quite disappointing though. the ride was less than 15 secs! only the first shoot upwards was exciting. =X
i wouldnt have went up anyway. its like suicide, the reverse way.
wanted to talk about GYL. maybe another day. :)
DOODLED at 8:28 PM
Saturday, September 6
in commemoration of pocketissue.lj, i have made the skin look as close to my lj skin as possible. :)
so, i'm back from batam, indonesia.
i look freaking burnt-black, even though the sun appeared for less than 24 hours in the 4 days.
i feel extremely sore from head downwards. yeah, even my NECK is sore. lousy vivian. >.< havent been exercising since i fell down and hurt my knees. =X
soooooo. i guess i'll go zonk out for 12 hours.
good night world.
DOODLED at 12:52 AM
Monday, September 1
hello world.
i hate having to change servers all the time. and i dont particularly like blogspot... why did lj have to put ads into basic accounts?! :(
off to batam GYL camp on tuesday. i have yet to PACK.
and i need a wristband to protect my tattoo from the merciless suuuuuuuun at batam.
i think this is the end of it already. even though i dont want it to be. :(
DOODLED at 12:19 AM
Monday, September 22
hello.
i moved back to wherever i came from.
go figure.
PS. i know. fickle minded woman. NO I AM NOT. i just have a bit of OCD.
DOODLED at 2:01 AM
Wednesday, September 17
cindy kenneth kayan and larry came to eat at sushi tei while i was working just now. as i was walking pass the counter seats, i was thinking who the hell is this tall big guy standing in the way waiting for food on the belt to reach him. alas, it turns out to be mooncake boy kenuf. i turn around, and see the other 3 pigging out on sushi. :)
my mother is going to ITALY in october, on a company trip.
mum: eh vian ah, october 24th ah, i'm going to italy for about 9 days leh.
vivian: .....
mum: ooi, got hear or not? i'm going to italy.
vivian: ...............
mum: must take care of kunkun while i'm gone hor.
T_T
ITALY. the land of pasta and pizza. residing the leaning tower of pisa. rome. tuscany. okay nevermind.
results for semester 1 will be out in a few hours. if i get anything lower than a 3.3 gpa, i will just jump down my room window and die a horrible death. :(
DOODLED at 12:22 AM
Tuesday, September 16
i cut my hair! at chapter 2. nice place. finally said goodbye to all my unruly monstrous hair. and the bloody hair stylist actually convinced me to spend $42 on a sebastian hair masque. WTH. regret is written all over the bottle of hair masque standing on my table right now. look! its mocking me! :(((
money is hard to earn. :(
think i'm getting old. had over an hour of nightwalk rackey walking around SP under the afternoon sun. followed by being on my feet for 4 hours at sushi tei. it isnt much, but my feet is screaming in pain right now.
i used to be able to withstand a whole day's work on HEELS, back when we were working for oriental. sushi tei didnt even ask for court shoes. no make up, no heels. its almost too good to be true.
but i'm still tired. so it must be my age. :(
am sore about losing the hilton job. could have earned a LOT of money and valuable experience from it. :((((((((((
life is hard. when i'm not struggling to score As, i'm struggling to earn money. the hard way.
oh god. why is f&b so tiring? :(
for the sake of chromatic nano, i will survive. it is now my life ambition to own the orange nano within 2 months. i will starve, work like SHIT, and scrimp and save. at least, i hope i will. =X
DOODLED at 12:33 AM
Saturday, September 13
i like volleyball, even though 3 out of 5 times the ball actually flies in a direction i didnt intend it to go.
and so i'm thinking maybe i will rejoin volleyball elective next semester. provided thursday's lessons end early. =X
today has been a tiring and fruitful day. talked to natalie, and i am seriously amazed by her life. and her stories. interesting... and yet she's so modest. a rare gem. :)
today has also further reiterated to me that we should never judge a book by its cover. the slimiest person on earth might be hiding inside a sheep's skin, and we will never know about it until passes by and sheds the skin away. there is a saying in chinese for this. 路遥知马力，日久见人心。
recently, i have been pulled downwards by the sensitive side of me, yet again. always, i find myself lost amidst the mad chase in life. thriving, struggling, fighting to get to the top. on my climb upwards, it is so easy to forget certain things. and when something suddenly reminds me of these things that i have conveniently neglected, i feel like i'm being dragged all the way down the ladder. i miss them. them being those things that i have left behind. its too late to turn back and try to fix things.
and as i look up at the daunting ladder ahead of me, i feel extremely deflated. i have to climb it again, step by step, thriving, struggling, and fighting.
while i'm still at the bottom, though, i think we should all celebrate life. celebrate humanity. celebrate the fact that we're alive, breathing, kicking, and of clear minds. celebrate the fact that we can walk out of the house every morning. celebrate the fact that we can laugh with our friends. celebrate the fact that we have a home to return to everyday. celebrate the fact that theres so much yummy food in the world. celebrate the fact that we're living together on this planet called earth.
music really changes the mood. havent had a good listen to music for a loooonnnggg time. the past few weeks its always been mugging music, just hearing to focus on studying. and so yesterday i picked out a list of songs, and the moment i blasted them into my ears, the colours of the world changed. sort of like the ugly betty season 2 advertisment on channel 5. =X
starting work at sushi tei coming monday, and i seriously hope this time i can continue working when school reopens. the management seems understanding and nice.
money dwindling in my bank account. T_T
ways, i saw ipod nano chromatic series in real life, a few days back. i was actually the first one to walk into istudio at paragorn and who asked to see the chromatic series nanos. they havent even took them out to display yet.
sales assistant: "you should be honoured, you're the first to see the whole row of 8 colours displayed out in front of you."
:D :D :D
if only apple had trade ins. :(
DOODLED at 12:50 AM
Wednesday, September 10
my new love. *melts*
$1 goes to whoever can guess which colour i will pick. :D
dream on vivian. wait another 3 years for generation 2347 to come out before getting this one okay?
DOODLED at 10:28 PM
Sunday, September 7
great. 6 bottles of hoegarden i bought from DFS. and only 2 remains standing in the fridge right now. the guys in my family are alchoholics. :(
happy early birthday to both sockching and candy. yesterday was birthday celebrations day. the clique went over to sockching's house to surprise her in the morning (which i didnt attend because i was still in deep coma). kudos to them, since they didnt even know what was sockching's unit number! lol.
joined them for lunch at dingtaifeng paragorn, and then we sneaked upstairs to surprise justina tok who was working at sushi tei. :)
brough meiyin around to buy her birthday present, which ended up to be a pair of NUM sandals. then dessert at plaza sing.
its always eating, eating, eating and more eating when we're together. *sings* the more we get together, the hungrier we'll be. >.<
left in the evening to join 4e5 at central. candy's 21st! :) our dearest "18岁一朵花" has now turned 21, and can no longer be labeled in the same generation as us. X)dined at coffee club at central, where a shocking 20+ of us turned up.
CANDY vivian minjun zelda xiuxuan jazreel shuyu peiyi elycia veijye thomas xiaochen joseph xinxuan juntang chokkee kevin guowei harold koonming hernyi chiehong justin xiaoqiang jason = 25!
that makes more than half of 4e5. i'm surprised that our class spirit still remains strong after so many years... especially since we werent very well bonded during our schooling years. =X
after dinner, we intended to blindfold candyloh and bring her to the bungy jump. BUT. that ass happened to pick up our planning paper and POOF, there goes our surprise.
ways, we still went ahead with the plan. BUT. as soon as we walked out of central, it started pouring cats and dogs. WTH. so we were drenched, laughing, and... confused. o.0 ended up sitting down at the mrt station to wait out the rain. where we played shoot shag marry, talked, laughed, and seowweiqiang did his HOMEWORK(wth!).
after the rain got smaller, we went back to the bungy jump, and chiehong went up with candy. woooo. it was quite disappointing though. the ride was less than 15 secs! only the first shoot upwards was exciting. =X
i wouldnt have went up anyway. its like suicide, the reverse way.
wanted to talk about GYL. maybe another day. :)
DOODLED at 8:28 PM
Saturday, September 6
in commemoration of pocketissue.lj, i have made the skin look as close to my lj skin as possible. :)
so, i'm back from batam, indonesia.
i look freaking burnt-black, even though the sun appeared for less than 24 hours in the 4 days.
i feel extremely sore from head downwards. yeah, even my NECK is sore. lousy vivian. >.< havent been exercising since i fell down and hurt my knees. =X
soooooo. i guess i'll go zonk out for 12 hours.
good night world.
DOODLED at 12:52 AM
Monday, September 1
hello world.
i hate having to change servers all the time. and i dont particularly like blogspot... why did lj have to put ads into basic accounts?! :(
off to batam GYL camp on tuesday. i have yet to PACK.
and i need a wristband to protect my tattoo from the merciless suuuuuuuun at batam.
i think this is the end of it already. even though i dont want it to be. :(
DOODLED at 12:19 AM
