i am VIVIAN.
i study in singapore polytechnic.
i like to
DOODLED at 12:50 AMi like volleyball, even though 3 out of 5 times the ball actually flies in a direction i didnt intend it to go.
and so i'm thinking maybe i will rejoin volleyball elective next semester. provided thursday's lessons end early. =X
today has been a tiring and fruitful day. talked to natalie, and i am seriously amazed by her life. and her stories. interesting... and yet she's so modest. a rare gem. :)
today has also further reiterated to me that we should never judge a book by its cover. the slimiest person on earth might be hiding inside a sheep's skin, and we will never know about it until passes by and sheds the skin away. there is a saying in chinese for this. 路遥知马力，日久见人心。
recently, i have been pulled downwards by the sensitive side of me, yet again. always, i find myself lost amidst the mad chase in life. thriving, struggling, fighting to get to the top. on my climb upwards, it is so easy to forget certain things. and when something suddenly reminds me of these things that i have conveniently neglected, i feel like i'm being dragged all the way down the ladder. i miss them. them being those things that i have left behind. its too late to turn back and try to fix things.
and as i look up at the daunting ladder ahead of me, i feel extremely deflated. i have to climb it again, step by step, thriving, struggling, and fighting.
while i'm still at the bottom, though, i think we should all celebrate life. celebrate humanity. celebrate the fact that we're alive, breathing, kicking, and of clear minds. celebrate the fact that we can walk out of the house every morning. celebrate the fact that we can laugh with our friends. celebrate the fact that we have a home to return to everyday. celebrate the fact that theres so much yummy food in the world. celebrate the fact that we're living together on this planet called earth.
music really changes the mood. havent had a good listen to music for a loooonnnggg time. the past few weeks its always been mugging music, just hearing to focus on studying. and so yesterday i picked out a list of songs, and the moment i blasted them into my ears, the colours of the world changed. sort of like the ugly betty season 2 advertisment on channel 5. =X
starting work at sushi tei coming monday, and i seriously hope this time i can continue working when school reopens. the management seems understanding and nice.
money dwindling in my bank account. T_T
ways, i saw ipod nano chromatic series in real life, a few days back. i was actually the first one to walk into istudio at paragorn and who asked to see the chromatic series nanos. they havent even took them out to display yet.
sales assistant: "you should be honoured, you're the first to see the whole row of 8 colours displayed out in front of you."
:D :D :D
if only apple had trade ins. :(
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DOODLED at 12:50 AMi like volleyball, even though 3 out of 5 times the ball actually flies in a direction i didnt intend it to go.
and so i'm thinking maybe i will rejoin volleyball elective next semester. provided thursday's lessons end early. =X
today has been a tiring and fruitful day. talked to natalie, and i am seriously amazed by her life. and her stories. interesting... and yet she's so modest. a rare gem. :)
today has also further reiterated to me that we should never judge a book by its cover. the slimiest person on earth might be hiding inside a sheep's skin, and we will never know about it until passes by and sheds the skin away. there is a saying in chinese for this. 路遥知马力，日久见人心。
recently, i have been pulled downwards by the sensitive side of me, yet again. always, i find myself lost amidst the mad chase in life. thriving, struggling, fighting to get to the top. on my climb upwards, it is so easy to forget certain things. and when something suddenly reminds me of these things that i have conveniently neglected, i feel like i'm being dragged all the way down the ladder. i miss them. them being those things that i have left behind. its too late to turn back and try to fix things.
and as i look up at the daunting ladder ahead of me, i feel extremely deflated. i have to climb it again, step by step, thriving, struggling, and fighting.
while i'm still at the bottom, though, i think we should all celebrate life. celebrate humanity. celebrate the fact that we're alive, breathing, kicking, and of clear minds. celebrate the fact that we can walk out of the house every morning. celebrate the fact that we can laugh with our friends. celebrate the fact that we have a home to return to everyday. celebrate the fact that theres so much yummy food in the world. celebrate the fact that we're living together on this planet called earth.
music really changes the mood. havent had a good listen to music for a loooonnnggg time. the past few weeks its always been mugging music, just hearing to focus on studying. and so yesterday i picked out a list of songs, and the moment i blasted them into my ears, the colours of the world changed. sort of like the ugly betty season 2 advertisment on channel 5. =X
starting work at sushi tei coming monday, and i seriously hope this time i can continue working when school reopens. the management seems understanding and nice.
money dwindling in my bank account. T_T
ways, i saw ipod nano chromatic series in real life, a few days back. i was actually the first one to walk into istudio at paragorn and who asked to see the chromatic series nanos. they havent even took them out to display yet.
sales assistant: "you should be honoured, you're the first to see the whole row of 8 colours displayed out in front of you."
:D :D :D
if only apple had trade ins. :(